FAT

AFTER ALL THAT WORK THAT I DID LAST YEAR MY FAT ASS GOES AND GAINS 15 POUNDS I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF-- I TOTALLY FEEL FAT AGAIN..I LOOK FAT MY WHOLE BODY FEELS BLOATED--IT IS SO GROSS--

MY ANNIVERSARY WAS THIS PAST WEEKEND AND MIGHT I SAY ME AND KEVIN HAD A GREAT TIME. MY SISTER KEPT THE KIDS AND WE STAYED AT THE LOEWS HOTEL DOWN IN N.O. WE HAS A REALLY GOOD TIME, JUST US 2.

MY FRIEND ROBYN CALLED ME ON SATURDAY NIGHT TO SAY GOODBYE SHE WENT AND MOVED---BUT HOPEFULLY WITH HER MOVING SHE CAN NOW CLOSE A CHAPTER IN HER LIFE AND START OVER..I WISH HER ALL THE BEST---I LOVE HER AND PROMISED HER I WOULD VISIT...

ME AND JILL TALKED TODAY WHICH WE HADN'T DONE IN A WHILE IT WAS SO NICE TO CATCH UP WITH HER.....SHE ALWAYS KNOWS THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AT THE RIGHT TIME AND DOESNT JUDGE...


IN THE PAST 2 WEEKEND I HAVE GOING TO CNC TWICE HOPEFULLY I WILL NOT BE BACK THERE ANYTIME SOON

JUST ANOTHER GREAT DAY

Today we took the kids to sams fun city in Pcola..Kinda chinky but the kids had a blast the place was not at all crowded and the kids got to run the waterpark.....We had a great time..Then we went to red robin YYYYYYYYYUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!Just another great family day.........

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME!!!!

A lot has happened in the past month,I lost what I thought was a great friend..It seems like you really never know who ur true friends are.Through thick and thin I can honestly say I have one---and she knows who she is.
My mother in law had a mild heart attack a couple of days ago.She is now doing better and hopefully will be released from the hospital today. The dr had to go in and put a stint in..Please pray that all goes well.
We as a family have been trying to do lots of fun stuff together...I am trying to un"spoil"my kids by showing them u dont need something everytime we go somewhere.We had a great 4th hanging out with some friends and watching fireworks...The kids had a blast.......
When i moved here I thought everything was going to be a piece of cake...I climbed over mountains,swam over seas---u get the point--all in all---at the end of the night just be happy that there is ur family.....
My kids will be going out of town without me for 5 days this will be davins first time and I am kind of nervous about it...They will be staying with my mother and sister while MIL relaxes...
Davin will be 5 this month and we are planning a bday party.....Party at CEC>>>Nightout at the TRACK>>>and a day at SHIPWRECK ISLAND>>>>damn to be a kid again....Maybe I will post some pics......

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF DEPOT------I totally love my job and enjoy the people that I work with but the one thing I can not understand is how we cater to the idiots we cater to....Day in and day out I go in to work and basically it is the same routine....Covering returns, answering phones, calling customers,handling special orders,blah,blah,blah...At this day in age with all the bullshit of the economy I understand that times are tough but people come on does that mean you have to be jerks...I give everyone the same respect I want them to give me but sometimes you have those that go overboard,I used to let them get to me now my motto is "JUST SMILE AND WAVE BOYS SMILE AND WAVE"so I really think it is funny when I have this person yelling at me that I act all cool about it...Then you have the ones that try to return anything and everything,and the ones that say do you know how much money I spend at this store?????I just want to say probably not as much as I spend in here---hahaha...But I must say at least I have a job right now and the way things are going hope I keep a job....

Blogging I have decided really isn't my thing but I kinda do like some people to be able to know what goes on in this crazy house...LOL...Softball has ended for Tay as of yesterday,we have talked her into trying soccer out this year...hopefully she will enjoy it..Davin will be having his graduation ceremony from his pre-k program the first week of June...and school will be out...Tayler will be doing summer camp all summer long along with softball and soccer clinics as far Davin there isn't much for him to do b/c of his age,so on my days off I will be taking him to the movies and beach and water park-which I might add are all FREE!!!!!!! Kevin went to see the Dr. and got a shot of cortisone in his shoulder and will be trying out rehab before they do surgery.I haven't really been up to anything myself,mostly work...i have decided to try and become a better person,I have begun in so many ways which if anyone truly knows me is totally hard to do.I have started weeding out again and totally clearing myself of crap...It will be a lonely memorial day weekend for me as the family will be riding 4wheelers all weekend long.NO KIDS NO HUSBAND A HOUSE TO MYSELF OOOH WHAT AM I TO DO!!!! I'll keep you posted...

WHATS AND WHAT NOTS

I REALLY HAVENT BLOGGED IN A WHILE ONLY B/C I HAVENT REALLY BEEN IN THE MOOD AND IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY.MY OLDEST NIECE WHO IS CONSIDERED MY BABY-BRIT(BIG RED)IS BECOMING A SENIOR NEXT YEAR AND MADE OFFICER ON SHAWS DANCE TEAM(SHE WILL BE KEEPING ME VERY BUSY NEXT YEAR AND SO WILL DAVIN AND SUMMER WHO WILL BOTH BE IN KINDERGARTEN NEXT YEAR..TAYLER WILL BE GOING INTO 4TH GRADE AND KAY WILL BE STARTING MIDDLE SCHOOL..IT SEEMS SO WEIRD HOW THESE YEARS HAVE JUST FLOWN BY..NOW IS THE TIME WHERE I WANT TO MAKE SURE TO CATCH ALL THE MEMORIES....WITH ALL THAT BEING SAID I WENT TO NEW ORLEANS LAST WEEK AND MADE SURE I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY BFF AT DINNER---ANDREA--I TRULY AM GLAD THAT THROUGH ALL WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH TOGETHER THAT WE STAYED FRIENDS,ANDREA IS SOMEONE WHO I DO NOT HAVE TO TALK TO EVERYDAY BUT WHEN WE DO TALK OR SEE EACH OTHER WE ALWAYS CAN PICK UP WHERE WE LEFT OFF I LOVE HER DEARLY AND HOPE THAT SHE IS SOMEONE THAT I WILL BE KICKING IT WITH WHEN WE R OLD AS HELL AND RETIRED IN FLORIDA--YEAH THATS RIGHT JUDE --UR GONNA MOVE MY GIRL CLOSER TO ME ONE DAY---I GOT TO GO TO BRITT RING CEREMONY ON FRIDAY AND PICK UP CRAWFISH ON SATURDAY SO WE COULD HAVE A CRAWFISH BOIL ON MOTHERS DAY.....MOTHERS DAY WAS NICE WE HAD ALL THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS HANGING OUT AT THE HOUSE AND EVERYONE ENJOYED THEMSELVES...THE REST OF THE WEEK HAS BASICALLY BEEN WORK-WORK-WORK!!!!!!!!TODAY IS MY FRIDAY SO HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS WEEK ILL HAVE SOMETHING INTERESTING TO TALK ABOUT..........

Well I'm sure Andrea is going to be kicking my butt.It's really been a long time since I have posted something...I have just really not oonly been busy but have had way to much on my plate and blogging would have probably not been a good idea...Davin's swimming classes ended on Tuesday he had the best time ever.He will probably be going to more,moving up in the next level class...The teacher was amazing she taught them alot...Davin has been home from school all week he went to the doctor on monday and we found out that he has pneumonia...Kevin went to the doctor today and will be going to get an mri next week... His rotator cup is torn and will probably have to have surgery...Tayler did a project on volcano eruption and got most creative in her class ---the kids thought her project was the coolest...her softball team is still hanging in there,not doing to great but they try....And me well nothing to xciting just getting darker from tanning and fatter from being lazy...

Today is Easter and having the family over was very nice.I cooked a ham and all the fixings,Kevin fried the turkeys...Everyone enjoyed themselves...The kids had a blast---they played outside all day until it started raining...the kids go back to school tomorrow and I enjoy 2 days to myself.....But there is one thing that is just annoying my day and that is the way that people react to situations>>>>>I thought I had a great friend but it seems like Ive been totally pushed away---I think somehow there was a misunderstanding that shouldnt have been there and it seems to have ruined everything.I feel that I have done everything I can to apologize and that this person can not forgive.....This person knows who they are and in my eyes is a wonderful friend I feel that I can not beg anymore for forgiveness and if they no longer want to have a friendship with me than im sorry it has to be that way.....But I do want them to know that I cherish them as a freind and dont want to lose them---

This week is going to bea crazy one Dude starts swim lessons tomorrow...Iam not off until friday and by then I will have a house full of people...hopefully I'll find some way to clean house between now and then....TJ has a game on wed,thurs and saturday>Easter is this weekend.....Hopefully the easter bunny brings something nice!!!RIGHT NOW IM SO FREAKING XCITED KNOWING THAT MY SHOW STARTS IN 30 MINUTES ----THE HILLS IS BACK BITCHES DONT CALL ME ON MONDAY NIGHTS!!!!!

Not to much exciting has been going on.....Dude now answers me spelling out words I had asked him if he wanted me to make a sandwich and he responded by writing the word no in the air like he was all grown.TJ hopefully will be having practice tomorrow but I'm sure the rain will be washing us out as it has been all week..YUCK!!!! Kevin decided we needed to add to our family and went out and bought a brand new 4 wheeler, just what we needed....So as payback I decided to spend money also and started tanning LOL.....Work is well {work}and other than that nothing to much exciting.....I am getting very excited as I will be signing my little one up for kindergarten next week,its crazy how they grow up so freaking quick!!!!!!

Tuesday turned out to be one of those days,it seems to me my days are getting more and more like those days everyday...wake up take the kids to school,go grocery shopping,pick Dude up from school,watch tv with Dude-TJ comes home from school,homework and guess what here comes the RAIN---figures-TJ had a game but again cancelled!!!!!! So we just hung out at the house and chilled............Today is Wednesday April 1!!!!HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!hopefully i can fuck with someone cause the way my weeks been going I need to tease someone....Today will start routine all over again this is my first day to working 9 days in a row!!!YIPPEE I love to see how this is going to go...well off to take the kids to school and head out to kohls for the grand opening of the new store and then off I go to work...

This morning as I heard Kevins alarm go off I was thinking awwwwww I gotta get up in an hour---wahhhh--then I remembered the kids were still on spring break...YAHHHHHHH so I rolled back over and went to bed I woke up to Dude telling me he couldnt play his "damn" game so I told him to climb into bed with me which he did and about 5 minutes later here comes TJ,I roll back over snooze for a few more minutes and realize its now 9am---NICE---there goes half my day...So we get up get dressed,head out the door and we are off SHOPPING-----every store you can imagine and we were there..When we were done with that we drove to Ashleys house for a bday party for her.It was nice the kids had fun playing with Sophie.It was a beautiful day!!!!!The kids were very well behaved and they had a great time.School starts back tomorrow and I cant wait to enjoy my day tomorrow all by MYSELF>>>

Well to basically sum it up in a nutshell Tayler had a blaast on spring break...She enjoyed getting to hang out with her friends and having mommy time..Mommy also had a semi nice time,when you leave its hard to come back and see that even though u haven't been forgotten you are kinda replaced and sharing is kinda hard....But we are all grown-ups here and accept it. Davin was so glad to see the car pull into the driveway on Sunday....He ran up to the car and gave me the biggest hug ever.....I got to spend time with Kevin last night and it was nice just talking.....Its kinda funny how you cant wait to do something and leave but you are so ready to come home.....Today I think I am gonna take the kids out and about....Ill catch up with you later.....

Well this weekend has come and gone....Yesterday while I was at work the kids went to CNC with the in laws they had a blast.....Kev came home from riding all weekend and I was just plain exhausted from work...I have begun packing and TJ still has not figured out what is going on and when Dude finds out he will be so crushed...I dont think Ive been away from him for more than a day much less 6 days,maybe he will get nannie to take him to see the new movie thats coming out on Friday....Two more days of work and I'm off until the following Wednesday....I think tomorrow i will find out about summer camp for the kids and see about sending them there instead of making them stay home like every boring summer....dude will be taking swimming lessons hopefully next month,the kid can stay under water swim from one side of the pool to the other under water and everything the only thing he can not do is keep himself above the water when not swimming.Ive tried to show him with no luck maybe he will listen to someone else.....

Today I worked all day while the in laws took TJ to softball practice..when I got home from work I took the kids to eat and while Kev is still out of town I think we are going to call it an early night and head to bed early I will be working again all day tomorrow and begin to pack....I can not begin to tell you how excited I am that I will be leaving in a few days>>>>I can not wait to see TJ's face when she finds out that we are going...Between me and Bitchet we have been able to keep it a secret from all the girls......I hope she enjoys herself......

I FEEL I HAVE LOST ALL PATIENCE I CAN NOT HANDLE THE CRYING OR THE 20 MILLION QUESTIONS!!!I JUST NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS DAY AND I WILL MAKE IT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh what a day it was today...I woke up this morning to my mother telling me she would not be coming to visit which is no surprise--I started crying like a big baby and hung up with her..Got the kids ready for school and headed on my way to waffle house with jess to eat my sadness away....after dude got out of school me jess dude and buddy all headed out to the beach it was nice,TJ came home from school we said our goodbyes to Kev who will be riding 4wheelers all weekend and drinking beer while I am sitting here wondering why Dude feels he has to act out now.... I took the kids to dinner with jess and buddy and my son was completely out of control...Baths and Bed thats where they are both going while I wait eagerly for my journey to begin b/c at somepoint in time I know everyone feels they need a mini vacation just like me ......Maybe just maybe tomorrow will be alot less stress as i pamper myself and enjoy another day off!!!! Oh yeah Andrea in case you're wondering toninght I caved in and let him sleep in my bed....I just couldn't stand to stay up anymore and argue with him

Well I'm kinda slacking its been a crazy 2 days worked the orange box again today,actually a double thought I was gonna go crazy on someone..Then with all the traffic it took me 1 1/2 hours to get home,totally SUCKS!!!!!!!! Dude has not slept in my bed-tonight will make day 4!!woohoo!!!TJ had her first game she did great but the team didn't win..Kev is going out of town this weekend hopefully my parents will be coming to visit and hang out with the kids! I have the next 2 days off and will be cleaning and packing for my trip....and also spending quality time with the treadmill!!!!!!!!!!!FUNFUN

HAPPY ST.PATTY'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!I'LL BE BACK LATER TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MY WONDERFUL DAY!!!!!!!!!!

Well another great day at the orange box I am ready for a day off,which isnt gonna happen for a couple more days...Tj and Dude both had a great day at school.Everything went good until I got home from work as the in law had the cleaning supplies out in Dudes room....Dude decided he was gonna write on his walls with a marker,so I had to punish him...Last night I got to sleep in my bed with no child it was the first night I put my foot down and made him sleep in his bed...I finally woke up with no back pains...I talked to Bitchet today one more week and we will be partying it up!!!WootWoot....TJs practice got cancelled due to the rain,tomorrow is her first game and opening ceremony but guess where I will be The Orange box....thats about xciting as it has been for a while....Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day as i go to work dressed in green bearing green cupcakes for the most boring St.Pattys Day.......

Another day down the drain...i worked all day the kids stayed home with Kev....TJ worked on her softball skills----look out girls--she's DANGEROUS!!!!!! Dude kinda ran around outside and played for a little while and decided he was done.The WII was more important to him....The rain was a downer....Hopefully this week will go by quick so I can start packing and get ready to take TJ on a surprise girls week trip!!!!!!!!!!!WOOTWOOT.....

Today was just another day. i had to work the orange box bright and early,it was crazy.now that we are in season and spring break is here we cant get a break....So I called to check on the kids on my drive home and was informed they would be back early..when they got home we took the kids to wally world.. got TJ some new clothes and called it a day.Nothing to interesting....Mayb tomorrow will be better........

Day 1

One of my good friends feels that I should blog about my kids and family so I've decided to take her on...Thanks Andrea.....Not being one that really has alot of time on my hands we'll c how far i get.....Today will be plain and simple.Mychildren are out of town all wekend,they left with the in-laws Thursday night and wont be back until Sunday,so this weekend will be mommy and daddy time...WooHoo...I'll keep you posted